| just tired of caring... and running in cirlces trying to please everyone...

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| So i figure i would update... because i won't be able to in a while... I think i'm just giving up...
- I'm sick of people..
- I'm sick of worrying
- I'm sick of people trying to start things
- I'm sick of stupid drama
- I get my braces off tomorrow
- I get my permit in a week
- I get my hair cut tomorrow
- I try to look perfect for you which usually seems to fail
- I try to fix all mistakes
- I try not to let things get to me that eat my heart away
- I wonder if i get treated the same
- I wish to go ice skating... it clears my head of all the thoughts
- The other day i caught myself singing a song for you...
- I need a shower right now
- It's so cold out
- My birthdays coming too soon... I'm going to be 16
- I need a job to buy my car
- I keep finding out interesting things...
- I know whats going to end up happening... and i told you it last night... exactly what i thought was going to happen...
- I know you don't....
goodbye
I'm thinking of giving up....
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| So things have not been going to good recently....
arg. 
I just give up.
Looks like I wished to big for Christmas
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